Should I tell my older brother that my father raped me? ?

You need to tell your brother. And get help. I know it's hard right now by once you tell you will feel so much better. If your brother really cares about you he will understand. You can't let your father control your life. You need to get away from him. Your not doing well. You need help. Ifyou need to talk email me : xcuziminluvwitux@aol.com